So here I am, finally. Never thought i'd write a blog. I always feel i'm not one of those "writers" but tonight is different. Mood swing, as we all call it, but its not the sort of moodswing I normally encounter. This night has a very deep meaning attatched to it. I can't exactly frame what is it but its unique. Its a creepy and a very satisfying feeling as well. I could never imagine a super moodswing only because of a song i heard a while back.
Well the song is by Jagjit Singh (Koi ye kaise bataye ke woh tanha kyun hai? from the movie arth). I havent seen this movie but i like this song a lot. I hadnt heard it in a very long time so i decided to search it on youtube and also saved it as a favourite.
Its weird but I was trying to figure out how it feels when youre totally helpless and lonely. I have experienced that feeling a lot of times but today when i look back. I dont want to feel how it felt at that point of time because of obvious reasons. I have been trying to guess my feelings towards everything and everyone but i fail to do so since this is not the right time to figure out the feeling but think about the number of people going through the lonely sort of creepy feeling.
It feels great when you have somone by your side constantly telling you how they feel about you, your importance to them, your presence in their lives and etcectra things. At the same time it has its cons too. Someone telling you how fat you look today when you thought it was probably your thinnest day in your entire existence. I hope i'm making some sense there. My point over and over again is, how do people get over loneliness and being sad? A lot of us have answers like, "do what you like irrespective of others opinions" / "Love what you have, dont run after things out of your reach" / "Make others feel happy, thats one of the most satisfying feeling ever". Im not quite sure if any of these has ever worked for me in the past.
Like all other people in this world, I have also been through thick and thin times but the only thing that helped me through is time. Ofcourse you have friends and family who try and support you all the time but the most important part is to chuck out that feeling/person from your head and heart yourself. There are a lot of people who can help you but there's only one person who can get you through and that obviously US. ourselves.
I am starting to imagine about those who claim that they've never been loved, only hated. How do they face the world everyday? Don't they have any choices left?
I have a few friends who always like to play the negative drama queens. The reason i have added negative to the drama queens is, despite of the fact that i'm one ..i have never appreciated or say bought their negative drama because it has always been for attention. They never understand the real meaning of loneliness. they want to fake it to raise some eyebrows and that makes them happy for a period of time and yes it keeps flowing in after regular intervals.
But there are people whom i know have faced the critical of times still have come out of it and cherished it. From where do they gather all the guts from? Talking of me, well i'm someone who gets influenced easily sometimes and hence land myself in troubles and tensions. Its ironic how my name's intial is same as tension's and troubles's. But im sure that im far off from being a troublemaker. lol.
Sorry to end it abruptly but thats all from me tonight.
Toodles
Well the song is by Jagjit Singh (Koi ye kaise bataye ke woh tanha kyun hai? from the movie arth). I havent seen this movie but i like this song a lot. I hadnt heard it in a very long time so i decided to search it on youtube and also saved it as a favourite.
Its weird but I was trying to figure out how it feels when youre totally helpless and lonely. I have experienced that feeling a lot of times but today when i look back. I dont want to feel how it felt at that point of time because of obvious reasons. I have been trying to guess my feelings towards everything and everyone but i fail to do so since this is not the right time to figure out the feeling but think about the number of people going through the lonely sort of creepy feeling.
It feels great when you have somone by your side constantly telling you how they feel about you, your importance to them, your presence in their lives and etcectra things. At the same time it has its cons too. Someone telling you how fat you look today when you thought it was probably your thinnest day in your entire existence. I hope i'm making some sense there. My point over and over again is, how do people get over loneliness and being sad? A lot of us have answers like, "do what you like irrespective of others opinions" / "Love what you have, dont run after things out of your reach" / "Make others feel happy, thats one of the most satisfying feeling ever". Im not quite sure if any of these has ever worked for me in the past.
Like all other people in this world, I have also been through thick and thin times but the only thing that helped me through is time. Ofcourse you have friends and family who try and support you all the time but the most important part is to chuck out that feeling/person from your head and heart yourself. There are a lot of people who can help you but there's only one person who can get you through and that obviously US. ourselves.
I am starting to imagine about those who claim that they've never been loved, only hated. How do they face the world everyday? Don't they have any choices left?
I have a few friends who always like to play the negative drama queens. The reason i have added negative to the drama queens is, despite of the fact that i'm one ..i have never appreciated or say bought their negative drama because it has always been for attention. They never understand the real meaning of loneliness. they want to fake it to raise some eyebrows and that makes them happy for a period of time and yes it keeps flowing in after regular intervals.
But there are people whom i know have faced the critical of times still have come out of it and cherished it. From where do they gather all the guts from? Talking of me, well i'm someone who gets influenced easily sometimes and hence land myself in troubles and tensions. Its ironic how my name's intial is same as tension's and troubles's. But im sure that im far off from being a troublemaker. lol.
Sorry to end it abruptly but thats all from me tonight.
Toodles
